Is This Really It?

I am officially done with all of my college schoolwork. Graduation is in a few days and I am finally starting to realize that my college career is coming to a close. My last class was on Thursday and it was a long one. I was at school from 10am to 10pm that day. My partner and I created a five-course meal for fifty people as our senior design project. We thought we had everything under control, but of course everything that could have gone wrong went wrong. Half of our food was never ordered and the whole day was one big ball of stress. We both thought that once our meal was over a big weight would have been lifted off our shoulders, but it was not. We talked about it for days after and we are still talking about it. All we can think about is how we could have made it better. In the end all the guests were happy, which I guess is really all the matters. Unfortunately, I wish that what we had spent weeks planning actually turned out the way we wanted it to. Oh well, it is over now and I guess not everything will always go as planned. I am still mad at a select number of people and really want to go scream at them for not doing their job, but I guess it really just is not worth it. Maybe it would make me feel better, but honestly, I think I just need to let it go. I know that I did my job and I guess I need to be happy with that.

Realizing that I do not have any more homework to do is taking me a while. I still feel like I have so many things to get done. Granted, I do have a lot of things do in the next few weeks, including packing up my life and moving, but it still feels like I will be returning to school in a few weeks. Maybe it will actually hit me at graduation.

I am worried that I am going to be so bored without school. I have been in school ever since I was three years old; school is all I know. Now I have to become a grown-up and I don't wanna!!! I wanna be a little kid again when my only worries were what color play-doh to play with.

A bunch of my friends and I are heading down to the beach for two days. I think it is going to be a nice change of scenery from the city and we will all get to relax. We won't have to think about getting home to do homework or going to class. I wonder what we are going to talk about!!!